Mothering After Loss
As a mom who has lived through the highs and lows of pregnancy, birth, and postpartum, I want you to know that I get it. I’ve been where you are — raw, hopeful, terrified, exhausted — and I’m here to help you navigate the wild ride that is new motherhood.
When I first got pregnant, I thought I had it all figured out. Life had been fairly smooth sailing, and I assumed things would stay that way. But then, during my first trimester, I got seriously sick and ended up hospitalized with pneumonia. That experience was a huge wake-up call — a reminder that even when we do everything “right,” things can still go sideways.
And then came the event that changed me forever: my first son was born prematurely and died shortly after birth. Losing him shattered me. The grief, the guilt, and the what-ifs consumed me. When I finally became pregnant again, I was terrified. I tried to control everything to make sure things went perfectly this time. But even then, life had other plans. This baby flipped breech sometime in my third trimester and stayed that way, in spite of my efforts. And instead of my planned home birth, I ended up having a C-section. The recovery was rough. I felt disconnected from my body, from my partner, and from myself.
That postpartum period tested me in every possible way. I was depleted physically, emotionally, and mentally. I didn’t know what I needed — and even if I had, I didn’t have the tools or support to ask for it.
But with the birth of my third baby, everything changed.
He was also conceived via IVF, but this time his birth was peaceful. He arrived at home, surrounded by calm energy and trust in my body’s wisdom. And for the first time, I entered the fourth trimester feeling grounded, supported, and empowered.
I learned that with the right preparation, mindset, and community, postpartum doesn’t have to break you — it can build you. You can come out stronger, more self-aware, and more connected to yourself than ever before.
That experience inspired me to help other moms create their own supported postpartum journey. Because no one should have to white-knuckle their way through it alone.
Where Placenta Encapsulation Comes In
After my experiences with loss, trauma, and recovery, I knew I needed every ounce of support available to help my body and mind heal. That’s when I discovered placenta encapsulation — and it became a key part of my postpartum wellness plan.
Placenta pills aren’t magic, but they can make a difference — especially for moms at risk for postpartum mood disorders like anxiety, rage, or depression. The placenta is rich in iron, B vitamins, and hormones that can help with mood stabilization, energy levels, and milk production.
For many local moms in South Jersey, Central Jersey, the Jersey Shore, Philadelphia, and Delaware, placenta encapsulation has been an empowering way to support their recovery naturally. I’ve worked with countless families who describe feeling more balanced, emotionally steady, and better equipped to handle those early postpartum weeks.
I see placenta encapsulation as just one part of a larger postpartum support system — a holistic approach that honors your physical, emotional, and mental wellbeing.
Because I know firsthand what it’s like to feel scared, overwhelmed, and alone. But I also know that with the right tools, mindset, and support, you can absolutely thrive as a new mom.
That’s why I do what I do. My mission is to empower neurodivergent, anxious, and out-of-the-box moms to plan intentionally for postpartum, so you can experience peace, stability, and confidence during this massive life transition.
If you’re curious about placenta encapsulation in South Jersey or the Philadelphia area, or if you just want someone who understands to talk to about what’s coming next — I’m here. You don’t have to do this alone.
Click here to learn more about my placenta encapsulation services and how we can make your fourth trimester feel more supported, grounded, and yours.
